Violence, abuse and total denial abound

There really is something fundamentally wrong with the mental facilities of all the people in my immediate family - mother, step-father, brother - they do not ever behave like normal people.

I keep telling them I have multiple chemical sensitivities, which means I am allergic to just about everything and cannot tolerate synthetic perfumes/chemicals/cigarettes as my body reacts by making me have severe allergy symptoms, sinusitis, sore head, itchy nose, sore lungs and difficulty breathing.  I have been diagnosed with this condition, so it's not just me saying this without having an official medical diagnosis. But, their son continues to use his strongly perfumed body care and hair care products and tells me to "fuck off" and that he can use whatever he wants and I can just "fuck off" if I don't like it. What an obnoxious infantile idiot he is!

I beseech my parents about giving him alternative products, but they simply wont do anything much about it, when they know what I can/cant use.

Yesterday, again I told my mother she has to give LayZ boy some alternative things to use and not let him use his products and she said something to him (in a very off-handed way), as he was passing through the kitchen and again, he said, "I'll do and use whatever I want do do, she can just fuck off, the loser, fucking idiot". And then he left. What an imbecilic idiot he is huh?  So he knows this stuff makes me sick, but he gives not one iota for my health and then my parents wonder why I avoid him? Geez people, get your heads out of your asses and see reality for a moment!

And because LayZ boy was pissed off with his mother telling him anything about me, he decided to use his products (perfumes, after shave, face creams, whatever) again last night and come into the lounge room (where I was) and start waving around, to try to disperse it through the air to try to make me sick. What a vindictive prick!  I had to leave the lounge room immediately because it was making me ill, even though my nose is still blocked, it still affects me - that's how strong the odour was from his products and that is how sensitive I am.  What an asshole of a person LayZ boy is to purposely do this to make me ill. 

That is my family. And with this non-family I have, I certainly don't need enemies, because they are more than enough to hurt me.

Accusations abound as well as abnormal behaviour from an insane family

On Thursday morning my mother was pissed off because she couldn't find where she put her prescription glasses, some new ones she got from somewhere a few months ago which I really had not seen before.

She told me they were missing and asked me where I put them. What the hell? She (and the others) are always accusing me of things I never do! Idiots!

As if I even knew what glasses she was talking about and as if I would take them anyway! I was really irritated by her false accusations (yet again) and told her neither did I know where they were but I resented her accusations and that she should ask her son where they were or think more clearly about where she misplaced them because I sure as hell didn't know what she was talking about.

She kept insisting, angrily, that I was the only one who could have taken them or moved them! Yeah, right, and that's because I am the only other person living in this house when I am not! Idiot she is!

She kept going on and on at me, telling me it "had to be me" that stole her prescription glasses.

Meanwhile I was trying to make some breakfast and then I realised I had a pair of glasses that I didn't wear in my room, thinking that maybe that was what she was talking about, so I showed them to her. She said that they were not the glasses she was missing, but since those ones were with the other missing ones, I must have taken them! Again insulting me! I told her that I took them from her room with her permission while she was there (and they are my glasses not hers, yet I ask for permission), as if I would take anything else from her room. She kept on insisting and I told her to ask her son or keep looking, because either her son LayZ boy took them or she misplaced them and couldn't remember where.

She also wanted to check my bedroom to make sure I hadn't taken them! The gall of her! She barged in and started looking around. I told her to get out and to stop accusing me of doing something I did not do. She is pissing me off with this obnoxious behaviour of hers. Always blaming me for everything and every time she is wrong because I have never done what she accuses me of doing!  I just cant cope with these idiots!

A little while later, she came back into the kitchen with the prescription glasses, telling me she found them, that they were somewhere else where she didn't search before because she didn't expect them to be there. I told her  to just stop, I didn't care, I didn't want to know and I told her from the start that I didn't take them and she should never have accused me of doing so in the first place. She then had the gall to tell me she never accused me! What the fuck? She is such an obnoxious liar!

I then told her (in very clipped tones) that she did indeed accuse me of stealing her glasses over and over and yet here she is, having found them, now telling me she never accused me of anything. That that was a preposterous, obnoxious and insulting thing for her to deny and that I just didn't want to talk to her any more. Unbelievable! Always bloody lying, Always!

She often misplaces things and doesn't remember where she puts them and accuses me of taking them or moving them and of course I don't. It's just irritating because she gets angry and starts arguing with me about it and then afterwards acts as if she didn't just flagrantly accuse me of stealing her things! It's just ridiculous and outrageous for her to say these things to me!

Then her son's mad behaviour comes to light a short time after that.

While in the kitchen still, I saw LayZ boy outside, with his dark sunglasses on - it's about 5 degrees C outside (and with the wind chill factor, feels more like zero), it's overcast and raining. LayZ boy looks and acts like a mentally deranged person when he wears sunglasses when there is no sun outside, no glare and its raining too! He then wore them inside too - and it's rather dark inside with the darkened sky and no lights, especially in the hallway. He's so abnormal! I commented to my mother that her son LayZ boy is not normal to wear his dark, wrap-around sunglasses outside when its overcast and raining and she responded that "doctors tell you to always wear sunglasses, even if its overcast because of the glare". What glare? It's raining outside, it's not just overcast!  Insane, deluded family! And anyway, he was only walking outside maybe 5 metres at the most and back inside again. He must not have something wrong with his mental facilities (he is sick in the head after all), he's got to have something wrong with his eyes - his smoking must be affecting his circulation to his eyes and they're not functioning properly.

These people are so not normal! In any way, shape or form!

My family are so pissed off at me today

All morning my step-father could be heard yelling and slamming doors. My step-father and mother were arguing quite a lot. Couldn't hear my brother, but I am sure he was adding his viciousness to the argument whenever he could because that's his style.

When I came out of my bedroom, my mother was just pissed off at me.

I was in the kitchen and turned around slightly to see how had just come into the kitchen, because I needed to know how much I needed to brace myself for the abuse that would follow.

My mother said, in a very angry, bitter way, "why are you looking around? It's only me," as if she was offended that I turned around to see who came into the kitchen.

Then she started. In a very nasty, mean, derogatory way to talk at me:

"I don't know why you had to tell the police what goes on in this house."
Right, so because I told the truth and I had proof of the truth, she couldn't get her lies to be believed and she did not like that one bit.
"Look at you, all you do is sleep."
Again, I am still sick, still not 100% well, nose is totally blocked, cant smell, am still coughing a lot, feel very lethargic today, but of course she never gets concerned about me, because it's all about her!
This house is disgusting, so dusty and unclean. I'm (not we) breathing in this dust and dirt. It's just filthy and dirty.
So how is that my fault? Oh that's right, I was sick in bed for 10 days and they couldn't vacuum, therefore its my fault they couldn't vacuum because I was sick! Yes, so logical - not!
It's your fault your step-father's blood pressure rose last night - he could die and it'll be your fault
That came not just from my mother, but also from my brother. Right, so because he is volatile, has no impulse control, has a violent temper and wants to hit me, it's my fault? Of course it is. It's not his own responsibility to control his temper, it's my fault. And yeah, put the guilt trip on me and make it all about me yet again!  (I forgot to add this last point when I posted this before)

And on and on like that she kept talking.

I was toasting some fruit and nut bread and in order not to listen to her, I started coughing louder and walked out of the kitchen to take the water into my room, trying not to listen to her.

I came back and turned off the toaster and grabbed my toast and went to my room. But not before she yelled at me that I had to leave the house tomorrow at 10am so they could vacuum it. Because you see, they have a schedule to meet, they have to do it in the morning, otherwise they will explode in frustration! Such idiots.

I just ignored her the whole time. What is there to say? You cant reason with unreasonable people who just use you as their scapegoat to abuse.