I really felt like just ending it. Ending the misery that is my life.
I thought about slashing my wrists and letting the lifeblood run right out. And end this horrible misery I find myself in.
I went to my room and cried my heart out after they all continued to yell at me.
I felt so awful.
This is not a family.
These are horrible, awful people, who don't understand how to treat anyone with respect or decency.
These people are so ignorant and abusive and obnoxious and continue to blame me for their actions.
They never take responsibility for anything they do or say. They make me feel like everything that is bad is my fault, even though it isn't. They even tell me that all the time, "everything is your fault".
And the mentally unwell idiot LayZ boy walks past my room, up and down, calling me a "loser" and yet it's him who has not teeth. It's him who is unemployable. It's him whose wife cheated on him and wont have anything to do with him. It's him who has no prospects in life. Not me.
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