Around 5pm today, LayZ boy came home, driving our mother's car as his car is in the garage getting serviced. He never has enough money (he cant manage his money), so who knows if he will get it back or he will just dump it. The fact that mum gave him the keys to her car, when she removed the garage keys from my keyring without my knowledge (she came into my bedroom, went into my bag and removed them) because she didn't want me to have access to the garage so I couldn't drive her car, really upset me a lot. I don't have car keys to her car - she was just being vindictive because one day her keys were not on the door of the internal access area of the garage and she accused me of "stealing them to get her car" (of course I never took them and told her she was crazy for flinging wild accusations at me just when I woke up without any evidence) and when she found out my step-father actually took the keys, but he forgot to tell her, she still got paranoid, thinking maybe I made a copy of her car keys to take off with her car without her permission. Of course I didn't, but she was paranoid.
Anyway, the fact that she gives her keys to her son and does everything she can to prevent me from even having access to the garage where her car is, upset me greatly. She was just showing her favouritism to her son over me yet again. It is unfairness to a ridiculous level.
The really ironic thing here is that my mother accuses her own mother of favouring her sister over her and yet here she is, doing the exact same thing with her own children - repeating the pattern and not even realising that she is doing that! And when I mention how it is similar, she tells me the dynamics between her sister, their mother and her are "totally different". She always says that. No self-awareness at all. Not an iota.
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